My "dad"...the man who helped give me life...claims that I have disappointed him. Excuse me? Did you not walk away from me, out of my life when I was just a child? How many times have you seen me dance? ONCE...do you hear me...ONE TIME - I've been dancing since I was 6...I'm 33 years old...was it just too hard to do? Did you EVER attend one of my school functions? Nope, sure didn't. How many times did I cry when I was a little girl because I wanted you or needed you? Too many to remember or count.
Don't you dare - DON'T YOU DARE do this to me...you have no right. You have no right to judge me...I am an amazing person...unfortunately you don't know that because you don't know me. You think you need you know me but you've missed out on who I am and what I've become.
Have I ever stopped loving you? No, I haven't...I loved you even when you broke my heart. I can't say the same for you...because there have been very few times I have truely felt loved by you.
I'm so flustered right now that I can't get my thoughts in order...I can't see through the tears...I swore a long time ago that I would never let you make me cry again...my tears have been wasted on you more than care to recall.
Talk about disappointment...I've lived with it most of my life.
Why wasn't I good enough to fight for? What made me so bad? Why couldn't you love me? Why couldn't you be proud of me? WHY!
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