tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-78242146403541653292008-01-24T08:52:38.361-08:00Kellyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11829507264964103731noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7824214640354165329.post-23042821006869233242008-01-24T08:50:00.000-08:002008-01-24T08:52:38.390-08:00So here it is...almost the end of the week...why am I so damned tired? Couldn't tell you really. All I know is that my pretty little head will be hitting the pillow early tonight. Gotta gear up for out night out tomorrow. Should be fun, fun, fun! Haven't been Out, Out since my b-day. New place, good friends, music and dancing. Can't get much better than that. <br /><br />Note to self...at the max 2 light beers...don't wanna mess up your weigh in on Saturday morning..ya know?<br /><br />Keep doing what you are doing. The weight is coming off and changes are being seen. YOU are doing great...I mean it.Kellyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11829507264964103731noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7824214640354165329.post-57156395043786555112008-01-22T11:44:00.000-08:002008-01-22T11:54:02.803-08:00Isn't it funny how we see ourselves? I see myself as smart, beautiful, funny, funloving...then I looked in a mirror and saw Me for who I am. A fat girl. How did I get this way? I was once a physically fit, trim and downright sexy girl. Then, without warning depression crept in and I ate to try to shut it up. Did it work? Hell no. Did I get fat? Hell yes. Depression caused me to eat. Depression caused me to be so tired and self concious that I didn't want to exercise. Is my depression gone? No...it will never be gone. It's always there, lurking in the darkness waiting to strike. Is it being managed? For the time being, yes. And now I'm finally ready to do something about being fat.<br /><br />I joined Weight Watchers a year ago. I joined but I didn't follow the program like I was supposed to. I dropped out but rejoined in October. Heavier than when I joined the first time. This time I'm sticking to it...why? Well, my selfish reasons are...I wanna be hot. I want to turn heads. I want to hear the cat calls. I want to hear people say, WOW! My realistic reasons are: I want to be healthy...I'm worth it...I deserve it...I wanna be hot! lol<br /><br />So far so good, I'm down 6 lbs all told. I'm exercising at least 5 times a week...I'm making better food choices, I cheat but within reason and I remind myself that I'm worth it. Now when I look in the mirror I don't see a FAT girl I see a girl who is on her way to being a <strong>P</strong>hysically<strong>H</strong>ealthy<strong>A</strong>nd<strong>T</strong>rim Girl.Kellyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11829507264964103731noreply@blogger.com